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Name: Cassandra
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State: Texas
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Interests: It said I was interested in a dude named Ryan, but not anymore. He's too much of a butt. :-D Anyways, I still like pie, however.
Expertise: I am an expert at changing channels on the remote. I can do it with my eyes closed!


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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Fwa ha ha, I got called harsh. To which I said, "Thanks, I try."

 

Nothing more for now. Too tired.


Saturday, July 02, 2005

Thought I'd change some answers... I have a new blog, IM/E-mail me to get it.

 

You keep a diary: When I remember....
You have a secret journal: Hmm. When I remember, but generally no.
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: Watch? What watch? Only clock I generally have is the one on my cell, which is within a minute or two of our school.
You bite your fingernails: Yes. Trying to stop, though...
You believe in love: Hm. Maybe...?

[WHO IS]
The weirdest person you know: Minion. Hands down.
The Loudest Person you Know: Probably me!
The Sexiest Person you Know: Hm. I dunno. -ponders-
The Person that Knows the Most About You: Oooh. Tough. Probably Tenn, Tomb, Moose, Chris...?
Your Crush?: None, currently.
Most Boring Teacher: Hm. Hard, my teachers are pretty boring. Mrs. R., maybe, or perhaps Pollock.


[WHAT IS]
Your most overused phrase on IM: "o_O", "xD", "xP", "Uhm...?"
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: Um. I dunno.
Inside joke: Either heal and save... or the phone book.


[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday: Not in the summer, unless I'm swimming.
Have a(any) crush(es): Only celebrities
Think you know you've been in love: Nyeh.
Want to get married: Not really, no...
Have any tattoos/where?: Nope.
Piercings/where?: Not anymore.
Get motion sickness: Nop. At least, I haven't, yet.
Think you're a health freak: Mhm... Not really. Though I do eat nectarines for breakfast.
Get along with your parents: Yosh! Tosh is teh awesome-ity, and Mom is cool also.
Like thunderstorms: Hmm. Sometimes. As long as the internet is safe, they're fine. But living on the third floor....



[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?]
Ryan: Mhmm. Either Jonathan or my dad.
Rob: For some reason, my uncle.
Drew: Cameron Diaz.
Heather: The I HATE SARAH club.
Will: The Urbz: Sims in the City, for X-Box or PS2
Paul: Nguyen!
Eve: That naked chick.
John: My cousin Colton.
Laura: Katy
Alex: Bates. Eyuchk.
Ricky: Uhm. Mountains.


[RANDOM]
SIGN: Gemini
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Uhh... Redbrown, I think.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Um. I really don't know. Red, brown, blonde, green, pink... The pink part is really the only dye...
EYE COLOR: Brown-green?
PARENTS: Um? Bec, Brian, Tosh, Shane, Angie (yuck), but only the first two are my actual parents.
SIBLINGS: None, I'm a lonely only! *yay*
LIVE WITH: Bec (mom) and Tosh, sometimes Mel, Revan!
FAVORITE RELATIVE: Colton.


[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 9
COLOR: violet (not purple!)
DAY: Friday
MONTH: December, and if it's in one of the four corners, November
SONG: I Feel Fine, erhmm... Riddlin' Kids.
FOOD: Mexican, Italian, pretty much foreign. xD But I luff hamburgers, too.
SEASON: Winter. Maybe fall, if it's in Arizona or New Mexico.
SPORT: HOCKEY!
DRINK: Plain ol', original Coca~Cola.
VEGGIE: Tomatoes, carrots.


[PREFERENCES]
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Mmm... Both?
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? Hot chocolate, mostly.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Uhm... Milk... maybe dark...
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Swirl! No, actually, most likely vanilla.

[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU]
CRIED? Uhm. -tallies- Amazingly, no.
HELPED SOMEONE? Yes. -soft chorus of wows from around her-
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Nope.
GOTTEN SICK? Not really
GONE TO THE MOVIES? Nop.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Nah.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? Yes.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Uh, no... Why would I when I can access anyone worth talking to over IM?
TALKED TO AN EX? None to speak of.
MISSED AN EX? -pokes above answer-
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Um. Unless you count this, no
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? Nah, it's summer and besides, the only crushes I have are celebrities.
MISSED SOMEONE? Hm. Yes, meh Loser... (Shane... Loser, going back to Iraq when he doesn't even /have/ to)
HUGGED SOMEONE? Yeah.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Yes, because I'm a computer addict and I need intervention, apparently.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Nope.


[WOULD YOU EVER]
1. Eat a bug? Uh. Probably not. Unless it was an accident.
2. Bungee jump? YESYESYES!
3. Hang glide? Ooh. Funfun! And I've gone on those many gliders before...
4. Kill someone? -debates- Who?
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? Nope!
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? Right now I really don't think I'd be kissing anyone...
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? Again, don't really think I'd be having sex with anyone at all... -hopes not-
8. Parachute from a plane? Hm. If I felt like it.
9. Walk on hot coals? Uchk, I hate heat! No.
10. Go out with someone for their looks? No... o_O
11. For their reputation? Um... probably not.
12. Be a vegetarian? No.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? Fwee, scare normal people!
14. IM a stranger? Yes! FUN!
15. Sing karaoke? Yeap.
16. Get drunk off your butt? Um?
17. Shoplift? As of now, definitely not.
18. Run a red light? Depends on the situation.
19. Star in a porn video? Um. No.
20. Dye your hair blue? Of course!
21. Be on Survivor? I don't think they'd take me.
22. Wear makeup in public? Mhmm... If I felt like expending the effort to actually get makeup and then put it on...
23. NOT wear makeup in public? OF COURSE NOT! WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT?! -cough- Yes, I do that every day.
24. Cheat on a test? Are you implying that I would /need/ to?
25. Make someone cry? Specify the someone.
26. Call your math teacher a mothereffer? Well, my most recent two, yes. -cough- Evvvilll.
27. Kick a baby? NO! What kind of a person do you think I /am/? I am not Ani. I am relatively kind to younglings. -is going crazy from all the star wars-ness-
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? Most likely not. Not at this age, especially, 'cause that's creepy.
29. Cuss out a priest? Not for being a priest, but if they did something that upset me, yeah.
30. Take a job as a janitor? No.
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? No.
32. Stay up all through the night? Uhm... YEAH
33. Drink straight espresso? Yuchk. Coffee.


blue eyes or brown eyes or green eyes: Green, brown... No preference.
brown hair or blonde hair: Black. xD
short hair or long hair: Long... But really, either.
smile or frown: Hmm. Smile, probably.
intelligence or popularity: INTELLIGENCE. God, I've met the popular side, and IT IS NOT PRETTY.
great smile or pretty eyes: Both. xD
tall or short: Hm. Shorter than I. But I'm tall.
school sports or just sports: I really don't care, but plain ol' sports.
fat or skinny or average: Um. I dunno.
outgoing or shy: Outgoing, duh.
writes or talks: Both.


random music or books: Both. At the same time.
family or love: Ai, tough one. Family, I'd say.
IMs or calls or talking in person: IM. I hate my voice...
news or music videos: Ooh. Depends.
MTV or Fuse: Hm. MTV, probably.
VH1 or MTV2: VH1! I <3 whatever decade!
writing or drawing: Writing.
talking or listening: Depends. I like to talk, mainly IMing, because then I can listen to whatever's happening nearby.
shy or loud: Loud.
long life or long love: Long love.
cats or dogs: I'm a cat person, but both works.
rap or rock: Rap, sometimes rock.
sleep or awake: Awake. You miss so much when you're asleep.
close or far: Far...
sky or grass: Sky. Lets my thoughts float around a lot.
full or empty: Depends on what.
blank or too full: Blank, and then covered with... thoughts within a little bit.
days or months: Depends. Waiting for something good, months. I like suspense. Waiting for something /bad/, days so I can get it all over with.
concerts or plays: Hm. Concerts, if it's someone else, plays if it's me.
coffee or cappuccino: Neither. Yuchk.
vanilla or chocolate: Wasn't I already asked this? Vanilla.
7 or 13: 13
now or the future: Now
past or future: Future
trees or flowers: Trees
roses or carnations: Roses
cars or trucks: Trucks!
stars or stripes: Stars!
pen or pencil: Hm. Pencil.
seeing or hearing: Hearing.
smiling or grinning: Grinning. Mischeviousness.
dancing or singing: Hmmm. If it's me, singing. If it's anybody else, I really don't care.
ice cream or candy: Ice cream.
roller coasters or water rides: Water. -is never riding a roller coaster again-
drums or bass: Drums, of course. I'm from a family of percussionists.
drums or guitar: Drums, still.
love or hate: I love to hate...? Love, actually, most of the time...
radio or CDs: Radios. I've recently discovered the beauty of listening to people talk.
SCI- fi or comedy: SCI-fi. Duh, but comedy's good, too.
home or somewhere else: Somewhere else, but with my home people.
romance or horror: Both, mixed together. ;p Because romance is horror.
boxes or cartons: Boxes.
blankets or pillows: Light sheets. xD, no, pillows.
garbage or keepsakes: If this is asking which I prefer, keepsakes.
bracelets or necklaces: Necklaces. Less of a chance that they'll fall off.
earrings or rings: Earrings, see above.
bath or shower: Shower... My hair gets cleaner that way.
keeping thoughts in head or sharing them: Depends...
TV or radio: Both at the same time, the TV silent and on captions.
TV or computer: Computer
choir or band: Band! Always!
smoking or drinking: Drinking...
beer or wine: Neither. Coolers. ^-^
strawberry or blueberry: Mixed together.
blinking or eyes wide open: Blinking, not as intimdating.
forgetting memories or preserving them: Depends on the memory.
Halloween or Easter: Easter: chocolate! Plus, everyone can run around acting stupid with pink bunny ears.
Christmas or birthday: Christmas, I like to /give/ gifts as well.
memorial day or labor day: Labor day, memorial day must be anhilated for being so close to my birthday.
violin or keyboard: Keyboards!!!!
you move or best friend moves: Me, I luff starting over.
town or country: Neither. City.
sitting or standing: Sitting, I'm a bum.
loving or learning: Um, both?


Aw, Tenn, I'll miss you. Now you have two excuses not to be around me. -grin-

No, I don't call up the dead (as if anyone thought I actually did). So you only has one reason. Ah, well. I'll spend longer crying over you than I did Storm, okay? You should feel speshul.

Whatever. Just because we lie to ourselves and still swear to this day that Brianna floated above our fingers at Kristen's party that one year doesn't mean I'm channelling an evil power- it means I use my imagination and like to belive that there is some way to forget everything that's happened to me in the past  four or five years.

-Crayon


Let me first address the NeoPets issue. I can see how you might not want your children getting the idea that these creatures aren't real, but then, why stop there? Why not ban imaginary friends, stuffed animals, robotic dogs (Poochi) and cats (KITTY), or even realistic fiction books, as they aren't REAL, are they? Why not take away every form of comfort a child has ever had, simply because it's "teaching" something you don't want taught? Look at it this way: Maybe when I got into a fight with my best friend, it was better that I went to my room and read Harry Potter until I felt better than call her and yell words that might not be too kind. Maybe it was better that I clung to what's not real than spending a day crying or possibly destroying people or things that meant something to me.

We need these things to pull us from the cruel reality, which is exactly why you dislike them so, is it not? Maybe a child with a bisexual mother needs to hide in his or her favorite website, rather than wallowing over cruel things many people- most of them die-hard Christians- have said about the matter? Or this child needs to concentrate more on the problems of a fictionial character rather than wallow over the fact that his or her family doesn't have the same rights as another family- something that is unconstitutional, but doesn't seem to matter when it's people committing the terrible, heinous crime of loving.

Take it from a teenager struggling with what sometimes seems to be too much, when you think about Harry Potter trying to save the world from one of the most powerful people ever to represent evil, your own problems don't seem to be so horrible any more.

-Cassandra, a faithful Harry Potter reader who cannot wait until July sixteenth

--
"Be who you are and say what you want because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
-Dr. Suess (Theodore Giesel)


Moose found a website for a church protesting Harry Potter, NeoPets, and Star Wars. This is what she said:

I happened to stumble upon your site while looking for some things to make a user lookup. I was alarmed when I read that you were against Harry Potter, NeoPets, and Star Wars. I want to make it very clear that I know that you will always find some dumb contradiction to what I say, but I would like to TRY to make a point. Yes, these things include magic and forces. No, they are not evil. Last year at school I learned about books and movies that have been challenged and banned. Do you know what one of those stories was? Little Red Riding Hood. At this I became outraged that ANYONE could be so moronic. I would like to say that you should allow kids to read and see what they want (Unless, it's, like rated R or NC-17) And I must ask, have you ever READ Harry Potter? Have you ever played Neopets? (In fact, I think NeoPets is TOO uptight.) Have you ever TRIED to see Star Wars from our point of view. Yes, the power of suggestion can be very strong. But if it's strong one way, it can be strong the other way. And have you ever stopped to think "Maybe they're so open to suggestion because of ME?" I read in a book about lycanthropic metamorphasis that people are open to suggestion because of something major affecting them like moving, or parents divorcing, or getting married, or something like that. And in fact, all you have to do is assure kids before and after they've read something or seen something that magic does not exist, there is no force. And did you ever stop to think that this force may be God, but George Lucas didn't want it to look like a huge motion picture about Christianity? Hmm? There are many possibilities, they don't all have to be evil. I always say: "If you think these things are evil, you have an evil-obsessed mind." You are so obsessed with tracking down evil that you get addicted to it and you try to find it in the strangest places. It's like a drug. You are letting in the very thing you are trying to get rid of! I mean, c'mon. What's next? "Goodnight Moon" has been banned for encouraging kids to talk to inatimate objects? That's just stupid.
--A Girl Who Has Already Taken Too Many Years of Catechism an Looks into Things REALLY Deeply.





We were mad. If you can't tell.


Tuesday, June 28, 2005

So no one told you life was gonna be this waaaaaaaaay......

Your job's a joke-
you're broke-
your love life's D.O.A.........

It's like you're always stuck in second geeeeeeeeeeear,
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your yeeeeeeeeear, but

I'LL BE THERE FOOOOOOOR YOOOOOOOOOU (when the rain starts to pour)
I'LL BE THERE FOOOOOOOR YOOOOOOOOOU (like I've been there before)
I'LL BE THERE FOOOOOOOR YOOOOOOOOOU ('cause you're there for me too)

 

Okay, sorry 'bout that. Well, Keyla and I made up, so I'm singing at her and she's calculating how many lobsters she can catch in an hour on RuneScape. She's decided she can only get fifty grand an hour.(only? Sheesh, I wish I had such problems. -has about 4k-).

You're still in bed at ten, and work began at eight.....



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Things you should know: 1. All names are changed UNLESS the person I'm talking about has given me permission to use his or her real or common name. 2. Sometimes I get a little weird. You'll learn to live with it. 3. I have major mood swings. See #2.

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